This Year

Wow! First off...God is awesome!!!

I found out, when school started this year that I was going to be back, working in special education. I was a little disappointed because I remember how hard it was. I worked in a life skills room and a resource room for 6 years. I would go home and cry because it seemed as though some of the students were abused, neglected or maybe it was the politics. It was just so tough!

This time around, I was, first of all, thankful that I had a job. I knew that God would provide and that I wanted to go in with a positive attitude and not let things get to me. I can only do so much, and if I allow the things that I can't control get to me, I will lose it! LOL

Since school has started, it has been hard and at times I would go home and cry, but I am not in the same mindset that I was in. I have had more laughs than I have had tears, and even in the tears, I have learned something about the babies that I work with and about myself and how to correct mistakes and those aspects of my life that need to be changed and seem hard, I give over to the Lord. Every morning has to be started off with prayer and just giving it over to Him. My prayer is that the Lord will use me, and that I would, all day, walk in patience.

God has been faithful to provide. I have had more hugs, laughs, and moments of joy. I enjoy what the Lord has blessed me with. I get to minister every single day and get paid for it. LOL What an awesome opportunity! I have no idea what is around the corner or why I am where I am at, but I do know that I am learning.

God is awesome!